I dunno what had happened to my life???I am happy that I have good friends in my school...I call some of them as my parents...so I have 5 parents now...1 real parents....other 4 are just my friends...haha....Im not suppose to laugh when Im sad...I want to share my feelings with the right person...a person that doesnt know anything abt my problems...a person that is very far from me....I want to talk to u ikka...I miss u ikka...I want u back..I noe its juz impossible...but...Im longing for u...I feel so lonely although many people are standing right beside me...and many problem come....I dunno how they suddenly appear in front of my face....actually I dun want to care abt it...but it hurts my feelings....I care about all the problems....that's why Im stressed now...I shouldnt care too much...I shouldnt....I should juz froget all the problems that is not related to me...I muz concentrate more abt my own problems...n I'll not hope too much from u....I wont...becoz its impossible...u made it impossible...so I'll just pretend that its non of my bussiness anymore....I wont ever be able to be close to u...I dun care...I'll face the fact that u've made all the possibilities to be impossible....I need to concentrate on my study now...it's going to be CA2 in 1 week time...n I've not started on anything....how awful...I keep playing my comp...I should stop now...but I cant...I wnat to express my feelings....I'll have a wonderful day,I promised to myself...if not....I'll just pretend tt its my wonderful day....

"4 parents":
1-mel(wife) n jan(husband)
2-dolly(wife)n yijing(husband)
3-valerie(wife) n classandra(husband)
4-wei lin(wife) n jocelyn(husband)

n me as the daughter...hehe....I want to see them everyday...I noe that I got to see them 5days in a week but tts not enough...I keep missing them during the weekend...now I missing them like hell...my parent1 went to my hse juz now..to return my comics...hehe...they came with my aunty(janet's sista)...I love them so much....muackss...I am happy now...no one bully me...they love me...I am happy...but my life is not as happy as I want it to be...something is missing...I noe wads tt...but its impossible to get it...it's too far...its like a star in the sky...u cant take it....tired....


I am tired...............................................and.............................lonely...........

black &&
PURPLE (:
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