i noe....i may look strong..i try to be strong....last time i easily broke down whenever i feel lonely or stressed....but now it seems like i become someone who doesnt care anything...i mean sumtimes i care but it just doesnt affect me much....i can't be bothered...sumthing like that!!haiz...sleepy now...did some puzzle after band until now....still got a lot of homewrok that i cant do...i mean i am trying to find some rest after band practices...but there a lot of things to settle....project n homeworks...i already owe my maths teacher a lot....my tuition teacher reminded me that i havent handed up my comp for so many weeks...and until now i havent done any of them.....i noe that i muz realize that now...i need to study hard...super hard...practice hard....O level is coming...there's no fun left...but im still looking for it whenever i feel that i study too much..which i havent done yet...i just feel that everyday i have band...maths homework....so i have the previlige to do what i want...i want to have some fun....not just maths physics...geog or band.....i think iam acting very childish now...but what!!!everyone needs to have fun.....or else he or she is not enjoying their life FULLY!!hmmm...should go off now...going to jog around the condo later....mayb or maybe not...depends on my roomate...hehs...ok..tts all for today i think....i want you to be with me....i noe i can be a better person!!like what u want me to be!!

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PURPLE (:
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