start of new week...feel so empty without the japanese girls....but nvm...I can go over it...school was okay...but i wasnt really into it...I got a lot of things to do but why I nvr do it fast??den I can do other things...like calling LGM??like washing my clothes??wash my shoe which I nvr wash before....SURPRISED???yeah....man..im super lazy lah..!!!last weekend...on sat I play comp den go out...den send the japanese girls back to japan..(will elaborate later) den go home very late...so decided to sleep...but on comp for awhile...den on sunday....I woke up...den I went out of my room n go to my living room den do filing...while watching tv and eating bread for breakfast...den 12am got lunch..eat lunch den play comp...was trying to update my blog but got one guy who was trying to fix the internet system asked me to restart the comp...den I din save the blog yet...haiz...so im doing now...it was long enough...sick...sick...den so boring...play here play there...(dunno wad im playin)..eat dinner den play maple until 12 pm...wuah sick huh???den sleep...din do any of the homework...

japanese girls....yeah...they went back already...so empty without them...lot of us were crying at the airport...that includes me..hehe...beliv???its like they have spent their precious 1 week in singapore...n some of them said that they want to be in singapore n dun want to go back to japan....quite sad for them actually...hh..I love them so much...the one whole week was wonderful....
monday-chinatown(super hot n I also learnt sumthing new)
tuesday-angklung(learn to play it)
wednesday-esplanade(took some pic,was a hot day,go ikea after that)
thursday-go takashimaya(got sickening ppl who disturbed the day)
friday-farewell party(some presentation,learn origami n eat->go ikea aft tt)
saturday-say goodbye at changi airport(ppl was crying n I was hoping that I could still see them when they went to the immigration)
I'll mizz u all girls...I hope i can get the chance to go to japan in Dec.....so I can see u again...

why things keep bothering me??why i got lots of things to think of???I want to get rid of them faster...so i can relax my mind...first..I need to call LGM n tell them tt my mother doesnt want to continue to become a member...second...I need to remember to wash my shoe during the weekend which means that I cant be lazy...I need to be more hardworking in everything I do...like wash clothes...third...i muz remember that I have a CCA n my CCA is band n I need to go for it coz its compulsory...but I dun feel like going...I feel like saying 'NO' when miss Sim asked whether we want to go for SYF...I dun want to go for band..but if tt time i said 'NO' ppl will look at me n..RAH...sumthing bad will happen to me...n I committed that im going to go for band every band pratices....why did I say that...I should not..I was given a choice of not going ot no to be committed...I should say that I wont be committed...haiz.....I dun want to get myself so busy...so I can relax n get ready for my SA2...which is in 1 month time...fourth..I muz remember to tell my physics tuition teacher that I want to stop having tuition....I always want to do those things very long ago..but until now I never really have done it...okay...fifth...I need to start revising for my SA2...I think I fail 2 subjects for my CA2...english and physics....my combined humans should pass coz I pass my lit....which suppose to be impossible...I think my lit teacher is too kind...haiyoo....n she said that..its not easy to fail lit...erm which I think the other way round...its easy to fail lit or its not easy to pass lit....i supposed that I fail lit...I need to work hard....really work hard....but juz now I was playing maple the whole day after school...until 8 oclock...now I need to sleep...c I din do my homework again...forget it...tmr got amaths test...n i dunno how to do it AT ALL..!!!I want to cry...feel like cutting myself...ups sorry!!im not tt kind of person okay...if im not scared of cutting myself why shld I be scared of injection..??im trying to say that since I am scared of injection...i also scared of cutting myself...so scary lah...its like no point also...make myself worse....thinking how if people see the cut...n what they gonna think abt me??am i a bad girl or sumthing...!!!haiz dun want lah...I'll pray tonight...I promised...I have not been praying since friday....okay...happy sleeping....muackss people....I wished I have abetter day n got all of my things done....

black &&
PURPLE (:
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