I feel so troubled now....I am facing lots of problems....I cant do anything....I feel like crying....I feel like shouting...I feel like .....I dunno wad I want to do...next week its CA2 n on monday its english paper n lit.Im not ready yet....super not ready...I failed my compulsory assignment...the compre....n lit...I din really listen to the teacher in class...I am suck...I noe tt...n Im sick of lit n english....how to study if i am facing lots of problems like now......I am not ready for CA...totally not ready....I haven study...n I feel so lonely...I feel like Im treated super badly by some of my fren...shld I still call them as my friends...???when they bully me very badly???even though they think that it is a joke.????I am sick of them.....pliz dun bully me...dun treat me badly...this is not life....if it is ...this life isnt fair at all....I gotta tell u this...this is not life....well this is not life...how can A FRIEND treat A FRIEND like abeggar or wadever is that call.????if it is can....means life its unfair...who cant agree with me???everyone want to be treated nicely pliz....n Im one of them....i want to be treated as a normal person.....I dun expect much or less....did I ever hurt ur feelings...if I ever...pliz tell me...so I can correct myself...dun juz hurt me back....how many times muz I tell u all that Im sensitive.....I feel hurt easily....DUN U UNDERSTAND ME?????

okay now at last u really leave me alone....I wasnt really expecting this....its too early to tell me tt u r going to leave me alone....why at this point of time....why cant it be any other time when its not during CA2 week....????why????why??????????maybe u shld told me earlier...so I won be so shocked or sad.....okay...but im also happy....at least u won be so stressed bcoz of band....bcoz of me keep asking u y u nvr go for band...asking u to go for band...at least I can rest now...but im lonely...I feel like quitting band...but why the teacher said that we cant quit a CCA???why??tts not possible...why my friends can quit from their CCA n I cant....wad makes me so different from them???WAD???WAD????tell me why I shld go for band other than for the CCA points???I dun make friends there....n if u ask me to makes friends there....I will tell u straight away that I cant....make friends with them....its too hard...n its too far...its too painful....

sumtimes....I wonder why I got this painful headache like for 2 seconds n the feelings gone....den will come back again...its hurting me...does it mean tt Im too stressed???does it mean tt I need a rest.??????I dunno why....maybe im juz too tired...okay...I shld be studying now....okay...let me study first.....DUN DISTURB MY LIFE....DUN EVER RUIN MY LIFE AGAIN...

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