I hate myself......I hate myself for being so lazy.....I hate myself for being shy....I hate myself for being irritating to other people....I hate myself for being so stupid in everything that i do....what am i suppose to do with this life???I know tt i must walk on...and continue my life...it's so hard....i want to cry....i want to scream..... i want to hurt myself...but i dun have the guts to hurt myself...i feel sad....i really need you...how many times must i say this???I need you!!!I know that u do not know that i am saying this....you jus know that your dearest little girl is struggling with her works...but she does not know that i am sad emotionally.sick of this life....lonely....


I know that u do not like me....say it!!dun hide it...i know you do...i know that im being selfish...you hurt me....I do not like you,really!!BEGONE!! do not ever show urself in front of me...you are just hurting me!!!


sick of this life??yes....super....I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE.....you know that...but i did not know that....i was so stupid....I AM STUPID....how can u not remind me of that....me being the stupid girl.....


kapan g bisa hidup senang??mungkin hidup ini belum untuk g kali yah....bukan saatnya g merasakan kesenangan ....saat saatnya g merasa kesepian dan kesedihan...


cheer up.....thanx Aulydia......thanx for lending me your ear.....thanx alot....

black &&
PURPLE (:
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