hmm..at last my brother feel the same way as i did.maybe not so pathetic like me.he was sent to Jakarta to study in International school there and live with my auntie.he goes to school with my cousin and other friends.okay..the similar thing is both of us live far away from parents.but my mother does not need to spend so much money to visit him.so she can go there anytime she wants.but how about Sg?further and more expensive.sad rite?this 17th august my parents are going to celebrate my bro's birthday in Jakarta.so good!!sobs.okay...I will go back soon.after my Olevel and graduation,I will rush back to Indonesia.

exams are coming!!!but I do not feel the urgency...why???I dunno!!I dunno why this year I feel so slacky and lazy.arghh!!do i have to change room?coz whenever I enter my room.there is this invisible force that pushes me away from the room.and after a few seconds I studying a subject,I started to get bored and sleepy!!why??wads happening to me???arghh......

dieting....I am trying to lose weight!!but it never succeed...I am so sad.maybe i am not consistent enough...should try harder!!I want to look presentable on my graduation day.I want to look sweet??haiz...help me people!!!

gtg now...sleepy....

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PURPLE (:
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