okay..my life now is abt problems,solving it,finding solution,studying,doing assignments,going crazy over korean BANDS,looking for a 'perfect' guy to be a friend, n lots more.that is my life in perth now...too much prblems to be handled.n when i thought the problem is going to be solved it is getting harder still...its like does not want to be solved...there are lots of things to be talked about here..but i totally forgot...i mean there is not any urgent thing i want to talk about...there are but can i say it here??

i really does not like my current homestay...the guradian is so stingy.she does not let us do this or that.sometimes offer us bread that are not to be eaten,i mean expired.the boring meal is chicken....i will become chicken some day...she differentiate me from other students....i pay more than the other students.there are many occasion when she makes me feel bad.i cant list them down....its too much...i will be typing it until morning...i do not like her...she like to say that she already treat us as her daughter...if i am her daughter i do not have to pay to stay in her hse...if i am her daughter why she gave me expired bread.if i am her daughter she will not treat me like tt...i am SOOO LUCKY bcoz IM NOT HER DAUGHTER...i even pity her children....they are pitiful...if i take a bath too long she will say don't take a bath too long the water is very expensive...hello...i took a bath once aday...ok please dun feel disgusted when u hear this..but its cold here...when i want to borrow the house phone she keeps saying that her daughter is using it....i hate it until i do not want to borrow the phone anymore...n she even ask me to pay whenever i make a call using the hse phone...hello...its only a few dollars...when i want to fry an egg she will tell me do not use too much oil..n bla bla bla.....why do i pay her 200 a week then??if i cant get anything...when i want to use the microwave she will say i just cook the food dun need to heat up the food anymore...or the microwave is not good for ur health...heellooo...why do u have a microwave den??if i take the hot water from the flask she will say do not take it it is for the baby...baby ur shit....ur family use that water too....she once accused me of taking water that i supposed to be drink by the family member only...sorry i dun take whats not mine....if she say i cant take it from there..i wont take it...n she makes lots of kind of excuses..the water is for the baby....ok..all her excuses are all about baby...yeah use that baby in all ur excuses...im so bored...and actually this list continues on....one important thing is she told to other students staying in her hse about me...like behind my back...in chinese...ok..even though i dunno the meaning but i roughly know she is talking about me...hello...n she is not talking the truth...she is a liar...skinny lifeless liar.....i cant say she is a big fat liar..she is skinny...n old...tts why its lifeless...why is there such person in this world...too evil...too wicked.... i cant even say it...ok i think im done with this problem...

my stupid laptop loses its own recovery manager...so now i cant use my computer at its best function...i cnat use the webcam...it is processing so slow....n its so hard to get help in perth....i have to call n den bla bla bla..i d not have lots of free time...why cant just they tell me where it is located...why must it be so complicated....????now i have to wait till i go back indo n bring it to a service center in indo...the HP service center not any stupid center who install fake windows vista...

trying to find a job??but where??i cant find one..i have applied at two places n they have not given me any answers....i think i have to be more brave n apply at more places....i can do this....

i guess its time for me to off my comp.i have to rest.n somehow not to think abt the problemsss...

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PURPLE (:
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