lots of problem:
-im fat(please everyone! dun try to make me happy by saying 'Shirley, you r not fat'.coz it doesnt help. it makes me feel even worse.coz i noe im overweight. it is even stated in my report book)
-im broke,I have little money even though i worked my ass out.
-im lazy
-i have ugly hair...hahaha...i know.it sucks everyday...

im trying to lose weight n trying to lose 17 kg and please everyone dun say that 17 kg its too much coz my height is only 150cm and by losing 17kg i will only be 40 kg.which is still a normal weight for a 150cm girl.but the hardest thing about diet is (everyone should noe this) temptation of nice foods->junk foods,ice cream,sweets,chocolates and everything that make you and me fat is nice.how can i avoid them??saying 'diet is easy' is so easy.thinking of it is easy.i was just thinking 'hmm,,,detox diet is not that bad,drinking juice and eating fruits only is not that bad.I can survive that'.but doing it is soooo hard...its like everywhere i go there is temptation and there are devils.if im bored i will think of food.i think if i want to do a detox diet for 3 days...i have to stay at home for 3 days and watch movies the whole day and just drink juices and eat fruits??i dun even noe if it works...haha.SHIT!!!how can i achieve 40kg weight??some people say...dun think abt it too much...ok i'll try...maybe by doing that i won't have to stress out and when im not stress i wont think of food..heheh...


actually i have 2 exams tmr...statistic and communication.i think i can handle it...they r not that hard..hahah...ok..i think i should go off now...better wake up earlier...heheh...

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